Suzy
Suzy had palpitations intermittently for years, but was diagnosed recently when her symptoms worsened. She tried bisoprolol and flecainide but experienced side effects. An ablation was successful and she is now feeling well, and is not taking any medication.
Looking back, Suzy remembers first having occasional palpitations and breathlessness as a teenager, but got used to the sensations. She had mentioned them to a GP in the past but they had taken her blood pressure and assured her that nothing was wrong. Recently, the time between episodes started to get shorter, and she found it harder to recover after being ill with colds. She also noticed that eating a big meal and lying down caused symptoms. Her step-father saw his GP with palpitations and needed a heart bypass, and this made Suzy take her symptoms more seriously. This combination of events led Suzy to see her GP, and she was referred to see a cardiologist. Suzy had private medical insurance so started to use that to continue her care. A seven day monitor showed that she had paroxysmal AF. She was shocked to be diagnosed with AF. Her mum has AF so she knew about the condition, but assumed that she would not develop it at the age of 49. She found her cardiologist very reassuring and he told her that medication and surgery were available.
Suzy was prescribed bisoprolol but this made her feel tired and dizzy. She also tried flecainide but continued to have symptoms. She had her worst AF episode after being diagnosed, where she called for an ambulance. She was taken to A&E and given intravenous flecainide to stop the AF. Suzy’s symptoms were in fact getting more debilitating and she found work a struggle. She restricted her driving and found travelling at rush hour on the tube difficult. She found that she could have adrenalin rushes like fear, where she felt like she had been punched in the stomach. She was referred to an electrophysiologist and was put on warfarin in preparation for an ablation procedure. During the procedure she was also found to have a benign arrhythmia called right ventricular outflow tract (RVOT) tachycardia. She found having an ablation an untraumatic’ and very positive experience.’ After the procedure her groin was sore where the catheter was inserted to conduct the procedure, and she had a few episodes of AF, but was told that this was quite normal until her heart settled down.
It is now five months since she had an ablation, and Suzy is feeling 80% back to normal. Her resting heart rate is slightly higher than it used to be, and she finds it reassuring to use a home blood pressure monitor every so often to check her heart rate. Her monitor has a function where a fluttery heart’ appears on the screen if there is an irregular heartbeat, and feels that such a machine may help people notice if there is an issue they should see their GP about. Suzy finds that she gets tired by the end of the day, but calls this a cozy tired.’ She uses a fitness tool called Mi Coach’ by Adidas where she wears a chest strap that monitors her heart rate and the length of time she exercises. She also has a Fitbug’ which counts the number of steps she takes. The Mi Coach plugs in to her iPhone and the Fitbug in to her PC, and she can upload the results. Her private health insurance company rewards her with money off her premium if she completes a certain amount of exercise, and she finds this motivates her. She drinks no alcohol, has cut out caffeine from her diet, and is trying to reduce her chocolate consumption. She has also reduced the amount of spicy food she eats, as she finds chillies can raise her heart rate.
Suzy is a cognitive behavior therapist and found her training helped her in dealing with her anxiety, but still found it hard to think rationally at times, particularly when she wondered whether the ablation would be successful. She also found mindfulness useful. This involved noticing and describing to herself the symptoms she was having, recognising that they were unpleasant, but reminding herself that she was still breathing and that the symptoms would pass. She found being able to phone and email a nurse specialist with any questions or concerns particularly useful. She also found having an echocardiogram reassuring, as it confirmed that there was nothing wrong with the structure of her heart. She found the information provided by the Atrial Fibrillation Association very informative, and valued attending one of their conferences where patients could ask questions and find out about the latest research on AF.
Suzy feels that the psychological impact of AF should not be underestimated, and urges medical professionals to remember that AF affects people in different ways, and that people will respond to it differently too. She feels that for people with ongoing AF, or who have difficulty in coming to terms with their diagnosis, some form of psychological assistance may be useful and could improve quality of life. She would also like GPs to bear AF in mind when a patient presents with possible symptoms of the condition. She feels that people are generally not aware of AF, and it was only when she urged a friend of hers to go to the GP with palpitations that she too was diagnosed with AF. She suggests that if you have symptoms and see a GP, and are told that nothing is wrong, to persist in going back if you still feel unwell. She reminds people with AF not to necessarily accept their symptoms or side effects, but to ask whether there is anything that could be done to help. She also reminds people to be patient and compassionate with themselves, but also not to let AF stop them doing what they want to do. Suzy listens to her body, but if she feels it is her thoughts more than her body that are restricting her, she carries on and holds the fear lightly.’ Suzy says she is really glad that she had an ablation procedure, and urges people to have one if it is offered. Suzy is feeling positive about the future, and feels far more settled than when she was unwell prior to having an ablation. She sets herself small goals, and her next is to go on a golfing holiday next year. She says that she appreciates life and is more easily contented than before.
Interview held 6.11.12