I decided to have a full mastectomy because I wanted to give myself the best possible chance. So that was to get rid of all the breast tissue which meant that if there was, if there wasn’t any breast tissue there, there wasn’t much of a chance that anything could grow back.

And possibly also avoid radiotherapy by having the full mastectomy. And I did actually avoid radiotherapy, so that was good.

And I did have those ten days or so to think about it, and not once during that time did I waiver from that decision. If I was going to be deformed then it was a case of “well let’s be properly deformed, not do half a job”.

And I did think to myself that it would be so much easier to fit a prosthesis onto the flat chest wall, as opposed to trying to fiddle around with bits and pieces, trying to get round half a boob type of thing.

So that was, you know, another consideration.

First I found a lump in my left breast.

And for two weeks I ummed and ahhed and was very undecided as to whether this was a lump or whether it was something I was imagining. But I’d got a week off work coming up so I decided to go to the doctor’s. And the doctor referred me to the hospital. And within a fortnight I was at the hospital having a biopsy and a scan.

Yes, I had a needle biopsy which involved the consultant putting a needle into the lump and taking a sample from the tissue. And I had a mammogram which is a little bit uncomfortable but not really painful. And I had an ultrasound scan. So I had those three tests done on the same day within about an hour or so.

And it was a needle biopsy? It was a needle biopsy.And then you had an ultrasound scan as well? Yes, yes.Can you say a little bit about that?

That’s just a case of they pop the, a little bit of jelly onto your boob and run the camera over where the lump is, and try to get a picture of what’s inside there.

When we came out of the hospital, my husband said’ “Have you got any idea which operation you want to go for?” And I said’ “I’m going for a full mastectomy.” And his answer was’ “I’m pleased to hear that.” So he was totally in agreement with me, which was absolutely ideal.

What does the incision look like now, the scar now?

Brilliant, brilliant, it’s very neat, very tidy, it’s white and you just get used to it really. It’s not ugly, it’s a nice tidy job.

And do you mind looking at it?

No, not at all.

Do you mind your husband looking at it?

No not at all, no, no. When I first I had it done yes, I did feel deformed. And I think possibly some of that was because I’d had the infection. But when you’re feeling better, then things are not so bad. So now that all the treatment is behind me, no I don’t mind the scar.

So there was myself and another lady having it done that evening and we got to be quite friendly. We used to go wandering all over the hospital and I must admit, this sounds awful, but I really enjoyed my time in hospital.

I had, this lady and myself, we became friends and we had a good time. We thoroughly enjoyed ourselves. We used to have cream cakes at midnight.

And one night we went down to the ground floor where they’ve got a machine that does chips and beef burgers, and we had that.

I mean it wasn’t very nice but it was a little bit of an adventure for us I suppose. And I was fine, absolutely fine in the hospital.