But I think it’s just the fact that you need to realise, no ones out there with an easy fix. And you’ve got to realise that life is worth living. You can’t just go through life with a complete chip on your shoulder or a downer or something saying to you that, ‘Oh why’s this happened to me?’ It’s happened. Get on with it. It’s happened, you’ve got to live with it. Theres nothing in this world is going to change it.

I just want to go out in a dustbin. Death is not really going to bother me. When your times up, you times up with any of us’ I’ve been through one major disaster, which nearly killed me. And I’m not going to’ it doesn’t bother me now. If I survived that, I can survive anything.

I think for anyone who is newly diagnosed, I think the fact is that they need information. And it’s not’ if they feel that they’re being preached at by someone, get someone elses advice. And if you’re not happy with the way your treatment is being given to you or your medication or medical advice is being given to you, go somewhere else. Theres always this attitude that if you’ve got a doctor or a GP and you’re not happy with what they’ some people just feel they have to sit there and take it. If you’re not happy with your GP or your doctor at your hospital, move. There is nothing stopping you, there is nothing in this country to stop you moving your healthcare to anywhere else.