Because you know when you get told something like that and I’ve got a history of cancer in my family as well because my paternal grandmother had a growth in her womb which turned out to be cancer and she died of that and when you know you’ve got a history of cancer in your family and you’re telling this to a doctor and the doctors like oh theres nothing wrong, don’t worry about it, weve just found some abnormalities but it’s okay don’t worry, it’s just the fact that you’re abnormal but theres nothing to worry about really.

That was like, and she never really explained to me what abnormal cells they’d found. I asked a question and she said oh don’t worry well just have to refer you to try and sort out the problem and take a biopsy and I was sitting there thinking okay biopsy what exactly is involved in a biopsy and she was like oh they’ll just take some tissue samples. Oh how will they do that? Oh don’t worry about it, it’s really simple, it’s painless.

But how do they do it, she wouldn’t give me an answer as to how they did it and so that sort of hyped it up for me and I was like okay they’re going to cut me open and I’m going to be there bleeding to death, so in that sense it was awful.