No, well Parkinson’s is due to the fact that the brain cells that produce dopamine in your brain die off for some unknown reason and it’s when the level drops to below twenty per cent that you start getting symptoms so you have to have the dopamine replaced. And dopamine plays an important part in fluid movements with moving the muscle, it’s the transmitter, neurotransmitter that makes you move nice and slowly. Because another of my symptoms is I’ve lost, on the left side, I’ve lost my co-ordination and dexterity. For example, in the shower washing my hair, I can’t go like that and scrub really hard with my hand both hands. This one doesn’t want to do it. It has improved somewhat. it’s still not the same as this side but it’s better than it was. But that was really weird, I couldn’t do things bilaterally at the same time like scratching the dog’s ears behind his ears, and things like that. I couldn’t do it because this hand doesn’t want to do it. It was even worse than that before I went on the medication.

it’s not like feeling numb.

No, not at all. Everything feels normal. it’s just that it just won’t do it and you just want to say, Well, why won’t you do it? Come on it’s really strange, no pain, no anything it just doesn’t want to do it even though your brain is telling it to do it. And it’s still not the same as the right hand side but it’s better than it was with the medication.

So it was about six months ago that I was diagnosed finally and then everything has sort of happened all at once, all the drugs and different things.It was a relief to find out actually.I wasn’t fazed by it at all because I thought I was perhaps going a little bit crazy, imagining things etcetera or it was the death of my father or other outside influences that were causing these symptoms.So it it was a relief.I was glad that there was something wrong with me if you like.And then I got on to the medication and everything’s improved since then.I’ve just got better and better and better.

He’s more protective of me I suppose, I’ve noticed.I think heperhaps is a little bit worried because he occasionally says, You shouldn’t be doing thatOr.And then I’ll question him and say, Well, why shouldn’t I be doing it because I’ve been told to carry on as normal which is what I’ve been doing

What kind of things has he told you not to do?

Likedoing the garden and things, he doesn’t like me.I know it doesn’t look like it but when I when I do do some gardening and that, Oh, you shouldn’t be doing thatCutting the hedges I was, a perfect example, I was cutting the hedges a couple of weeks ago and, Oh, I you shouldn’t be doing that.I’ll do that

My partner thinks that I’m shopping too much which maybe I have to agree with him because I do have to go shopping a lot of the time. I know it sounds silly but I’m not happy unless I’ve bought something when I go out which I wouldn’t have done years ago because I was very, very conservative, you know, savings put away and everything covered.But I am a little bit more nonchalant about it nowadays I have to say which could be could be connected.I have been warned that are there are there is a possibility of that happening so I need to pull the reins in I think andsee what.But then I am a woman so is it just being a woman because women like to shop don’t they,well all my friends do anyway.

Yeah, the first time I ever saw her before I was diagnosed she did do a full examination. She wanted just doing have a look at all my limbs and everything because I did have a problem with my foot which we realise now isn’t really connected to Parkinson’s. it’s something separate which is why I haven’t mentioned it. But she noticed that straight away because it’s not quite right. But otherwise that was it really she just had a look at all my limbs and was looking at me shaking. Had me do some co-ordination movements and things that made you feel very silly actually. She wanted to see how I walked and I just think what she did, marching on the spot with my eyes shut, that was another one.

And I did turn to the left actually, I was moving, can’t remember it’s all a bit of a blur really because you don’t I was sort of nervous when even though I work in that environment I’m always nervous when I go about myself which is probably one of the reasons that [my consultant] likes you to take somebody with you so that you’ve got somebody that can tell you what happens.