Jezzie – Interview 21
Jezzie, 16, developed anorexia when she started secondary school. She has been in recovery, but has recently started restricting her food again. She has also been having panic attacks and feelings of depression.
When she was 11 Jezzie developed anorexia. She says she didn’t eat properly and would do extreme amounts of exercise. Jezzie remembers how she was underweight at primary school but started to put weight on when she started secondary school; she thinks she wanted to lose weight because she wanted things to be how they were when she was younger – fun and easier. When people began to notice, Jezzie was referred to a counsellor from Child and Adolescent Mental Health Services (CAMHS) who she found intimidating because she was too professional and formal. She saw the counsellor every week for about 6 months and the counsellor tried to encourage her to do things to build her confidence.
Jezzie says she recovered after seeing the counsellor, but mainly because she was told that if she didn’t, she would have to stay in a home for adolescents with eating disorders – which she didn’t want to do – partly because she didn’t want the kids at school to find out.
Recently, Jezzie says she not been eating regular meals again. When she does eat, she picks things like salad, because they’re healthy foods. She thinks it’s important to be healthy, not least because she would hate to have an operation.
Jezzie has also been experiencing some panic attacks and feelings of depression.