Rosie - Interview 25

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Rosie is 22 and works as a part-time clerical officer. Rosie was a very premature baby, born at 24-weeks of gestation. She suffered a brain haemorrhage and was given a very poor prognosis, she was not expected to survive or might never be able to learn to walk or talk. Rosie got out of the hospital in 5 months but was left with mild Cerebral Palsy and epilepsy.
She was diagnosed with temporal lobe epilepsy when she was 10. She was put on Tegretol and was seizure-free for three years. When trying to wean her off medication, the seizures came back. Rosie says this was a difficult period and that she was "in denial". She felt angry because she had hoped that she'd grown out of epilepsy. She said she felt sorry for herself for years and felt like the only person in the world with epilepsy.
Everything changed when her mum saw an ad for a local support group. Rosie went along and "hasn't looked back". She said it was a "relief" to meet other young people with epilepsy and she has made a lot of friends there. The support group helped her be happier and see her epilepsy in a very different light - she no longer sees it as a hindrance to achieving her goals life.
She has had complex partial, simple partial and absence seizures. Her main triggers are stress and lack of sleep. She also can't do sport in cold temperatures because it always gives her a seizure. Rosie's seizures are well controlled now, after a medication change and she hasn't had a seizure for 10 months.
Rosie says it takes a while to accept epilepsy diagnosis and that you can never get used to having seizures. But, in time, she has realised that, “it doesn't stop you from doing everything you did before the diagnosis”. She's planning to move away from home and buy her own flat.
Going to a local support group completely changed how Rosie saw her epilepsy and she hasn't ...

Going to a local support group completely changed how Rosie saw her epilepsy and she hasn't ...
This was 6 years ago now, I've made some great friends and I've not looked back since. Going to these meetings has made me view my epilepsy in a different light; more positively and getting on with life as well as being happy with the epilepsy, no longer seeing it as a hindrance in my life or in achieving goals.
I only [go] when there's something interesting on as some of their activities aren't my thing because I am the only under 25 person there and feel kind of out of place. The group mainly has speakers in and they always have a BBQ in the summer which I go to, and the arrange outings to see how things are made or go for walks.
Exercise, especially at cold temperatures, can give Rosie seizures, so she avoids certain sports.

Exercise, especially at cold temperatures, can give Rosie seizures, so she avoids certain sports.
Rosie got the epilepsy diagnosis soon after her first seizure, based on test results and her...

Rosie got the epilepsy diagnosis soon after her first seizure, based on test results and her...
No-one expected me to live the first 12-24 hours then it was the next 48 hours, then it was the next 3-4 months they didn't expect to survive; basically they never expected me to survive at all, which doesn't surprise as premature survival at that gestation in the 1980s was almost unheard of. I was the first baby under 30 weeks to survive at the hospital so they thought of me as something of a miracle. There was no mention of epilepsy until it was diagnosed.
When I had my first seizure I don't really remember what happened in the lead up, it's all a bit blurry. I was taken straight to A&E as I was in public. The nurse then took my parents aside for a chat and I was then transferred to [town name] for overnight observation. Shortly after discharge I went for an MRI, between which time I had a further seizure that I can't remember. Consultants, after looking at the MRI results, immediately diagnosed epilepsy, and because of my medical history, it was very likely that I had epilepsy.
'I was born at 24 weeks gestation in 1984 so was very premature, and this lead to a brain haemorrhage whilst in hospital for 5 months, and later, a cerebral palsy diagnosis at 2 years. These 3 things combined were ultimately the cause of my epilepsy as have been confirmed by MRIs and EEGs.